Thanks all, for your insights. I know that when I started coding, even with a visual programing language I started to see things differently. It taught me a different way of thinking. I began to see how things where connected, how triggering one event would trigger others. It was a real wake up to me. It structured things differently in my real life. Instead of the world being full of random events, it now had structure. Nothing happened any more because of some mystic magic. I saw the world as a system. To all of you, you probably always looked at things that way. I think an artist sees things differently than the analytically minded person. Maybe I'll try learning a language. Who knows what Ill learn then.